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(!) stands for evidence of moodswing :/

My tolerance level has reached a new low recently. K not recently, ever since the period before eoys. I thought it was because of my mens so I kept moodswinging ...................... But no I've been having crazy moodswings ever since then. Until now. I never felt so emotionless (?) I've never made such rash decisions I've never attituded my friends so much before. I've never hurt so many people at once before. Esp clique sorry I've been very harsh recently.

I think I know the reason why I'm acting this way but I still think I need some time alone cos its time for me to learn how to control my emotions again so stay away from me plz. Esp the close ones cos it'll be harder for me to feel irritated with not-so-close-people? Basically you come close to me and risk getting hurt or you stay away from me and not get hurt. Ha ha ha ha shit this sounds so weird. (!)

Therefore I'll stay away from FG cos they're probably the biggest group of people I'll meet during the hols. No more outings till the chalet. Yes I'm worrying what if I suddenly get irritated during the chalet and spoil everyone's mood. So give me as much time as possible for me to gain back the control of my emotions before the chalet okay. But I still can go out in small groups I think he he he (!)

And so I'm moving to a new space :) This blog has too many unknown people reading, and even my private blog has readers too. I think it'll be better for me to start afresh (?) and learn how to control my emotions before I actually let people know whats going on in my life right. Like really who likes sad posts!

But if you want my new url you can just ask me for it on msn he he he (!) or you can just find it yourself lol hint hint (!). I just don't want any strangers (K i know strangers is a wrong word but Idk what word to use alr) to read. For now. I'll open my blog again soon. After I get back to my normal self :D

To the 247293850938637 people I've insulted/attituded/wdv I'm so so so so so so sorry.

Aiyah actually the main aim of this post is to tell you that I'm getting very irritated very easily these few days so I'm sorry :/ I will try to control!

是你把我的心墙拆下, 现在你要帮我建回它 hor! :) Thanks for being there even tho I kept pushing you away again and again. 最信任的人就是最信任的人 yes?